Melancholy Nightlight

Maybe I'm here again. And maybe I should have learned my lessons but I'm here again. Lying in my bed, rewinding all the scenes and all the false hopes arising, making me feel miserable and here I go again blaming my system. Why I end up like this? I don't know.

I just wanna feel the calmness and comfort again. The sunset and the insanity I can't forget. Will there be a chance we can co-exist? Or are we just like the big rocks in the shore and the sun. Creeping down as if it pains to say goodbye and all it has done is to lit the remaining rays of light. That light, that false hope. Between the deep melancholy of oceans at night. Between its rage, as the waves breaks to the rocks.

Or maybe I'm hard as that big rocks. No matter how many surge of pains I forced myself to get into, I long to see you shine even if at the distance. If not for you.

I think incoherent, I let panacea drown me and I'm speechless. I remind myself that your rays are never centered. And so I left my brains with these thoughts.

I'll wait, your ray of light is enough. I'll see you.