Except me, Junior CAsan edition.

My school stuffs are ready to go but I'm not. I fixed all my dorm stuffs but I'm not in the mood to face the fact that I'm leaving our home. Leaving my family, not seeing them for days is just a crucial attempt for me to make. I've research all about my Junior CAsan life to know if it will totally drive me to hell and the answer is yes. I've read and ask an incoming Senior CAsan about how toxic TV production will be and she said that it requires a lot of sacrifice and that TV prod is too selfish for you to concentrate in other subject and it affects student's personal life. And being that way, I decided that I must move in at Forbes with Stella as my Roommate. Papa and her Mommy Gloria have already settle things and we will move our stuffs at Saturday morning. Everyday is just so sad, here in the house, the thought of me leaving, being independent and how I will miss my family so much.

Sure some other people won't take leaving the house that serious or painful. But this is my home. And maybe sometimes I act like a crazy mental patient towards my family because of too much school stuffs, I really can't but I must. Knowing how tv prod. will be toxic and how the hell broadquest is the reason why the family didn't talk to me for weeks is enough for me to move in. I have the tendency to schedule things on my own and I get so angry if people won't stick to it or manage to cooperate whenever I'm doing my stuffs. And I don't want to loose my temper and shout bullshits and throw some to my siblings and sometimes even my parents who work so hard just to send to school.

I'm preparing myself and I know I will really do this but with ease. I'm a family person, family is the center of my life next to God and he knows how I value each one of them. And I'm also doing this for them. I promised that I will do better in my acads and that I will not go to school without completing every readings and every single detail of what we'll going to study. There are 4 majors this sem and the remaining subjects are not for easy go lucky Cath in freshmen and sophomore days.

I will moved in.

I also included the pictures of my siblings school supplies and I'm so touched that my Sister Carla gave the Negatron and Optimist notebook without having a fight. I chose Cj's notebook 'cause is simple but cute, I believe it has a focusing power. We also bought Carla's books at Recto with my Father over reacting about how the price of it in the school is too much different in Recto. And so I'm enrolled with my ninja moves and I'm not proud of it! hahaha! Conscience post?