Conscience

Earlier in the Enrollment, I've done an effin jackass wrong thing. I went directly inside because my friends are waiting for me. I was too selfish not to get to the first stage anymore. I know I'm wrong. I feel bad after doing that. For the second time, at the second stage, the guard saw me but I continued. With the other students patiently waiting for their turn to go inside and then I go just like that. I'm so ashamed of myself and being a Thomasian, I should have never done that thing.

 What's really excruciating is that another girl with the same built as me, get to be blamed for crossing the lines. But I never helped her or turn back to say that it was me. I feel bad. I'm so selfish. And I really felt sorry but I just couldn't help myself joining the company of my friends calling my name and missing me so bad because I so miss them.

To the girl, I'm the stupid and pathetic girl that stole your turn in the enrollment. I'm so sorry that I couldn't turn my back to say that it was me. I know you've been there for the longest time, waiting patiently and sweating badly. I'm so sorry. It was the first time that a person was blamed for my wrong doing. And it was also the first time I've done such thing.

 I hope I can find peace by admitting what I have done. And I infinitely swear that I would not do it again. I will arrive on time and be respectful about people waiting. It was like stealing time and stealing reputation.

Father God, forgive me.