Troubleshoot

I wish I could just forget everything. How I disappointed myself about my expectations. How I open myself to everyone and end up getting labelled. I wish to let go of the hatred, my ego's lament.

Everything's back to haunt me again. A single word has taken me back to the feeling of pain and the illusion of false hopes. Maybe it will take time to trusts my beliefs again because as much as I want to hide it to myself and to everyone, I am still hurting. I still am and I just want to cry everything now. If I could just go back in time, I'll take all the words I've said. I'd stop drowning in my vicious thoughts and making the fool out of myself.

Well I guess I have to experience pain to learn. All I can say is my ego should stop hurting and people should learn to bury all those from the past, not to remind me constantly.

Things like that may happen again but sure do I would keep it to myself. Never would I let anyone to used my frustrations against me. I learned my lesson already.